Friday, March 27, 2009

I finally changed my blogskin! Yay! After an especially long procrastination. I took my time, no rushing. I'm so lazy. Even though this is the first week of term 2, I feel as if I've gone to school the whole year & just went off for a week of resting. Cannot be called a holiday, really.

Had 2 matches postponed this week cause of the stupid lightning alert. Unbelievable. (:
I'm tired & cranky. Seriously. My leg like hurts so badly. I can't even stand straight. I'm blogging using the lappy now. I have Malay Orals the next day! I'm prolly going to flunk it, given my inability to speak proper Malay. Goodness! I'm sitting for the freakin' Os! Great. Good luck to me, I guess.

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Thursday, March 19, 2009

I am so lazy to move my ass of the computer. However, I cannot afford to be lazy. It's already Thursday & there is still loads of homework to finish. I need it to be done by today! Which gives me about 11 more hours to finish everything. Oh, I have yet to eat my brunch. It just gets worse. It's THURSDAY, for crying out loud. School is going to open in like days! DAYS, people DAYS! Soon, it will be hours! Just wait.. OMGosh! Not a holiday at all. I have yet to actually start studying for anything! Believe me when I say that this sucks. Darnit. Teachers sure are sad people, man! (: What homework DO I have left? Let's see, Chemistry (Paper 3), Malay (2 Karangans), Geography (notes). It may seem little, but in truth it's overwhelming!

My plans to change blogskins has been dashed. Yes, it has been a failure. Not my failure, but the designers of the blogskin? Supposedly, there's always a lack of ("") in the blogskin, which affects everything. Then there's XML, wth IS XML? The only thing that comes to mind is Extra Medium Large! (: Makes no sense, but who actually cares? Will some kind soul explain to me what XML is? Pretty please? It will be much appreciated, honestly.

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Monday, March 16, 2009

I am so dead bored. Did I tell you about how my DE went? I think I did, but I do not really remember. Oh well. I feel the Monday blues even though I am not in school. If there are any extra classes this week, I am going to ignore it. Unless it's lessons, then I would go. Otherwise, CCAs & whatnot will be staunchly ignored by me! (: I am so lazy like that.

I think I look photogenic in most of the photos that has me in it. Being narcissistic, but it is kind of a fact. :D

Mirs went for Library camp today. Who knew that there is a library camp? Lame, but she was psyched. I miss her already. I actually miss loads of my friends. Y, J, S, H & so many more! I miss then like crazy. Oh wait, T too! All right, I am bored already. I kind of started on my homework already. I still have loads to do. Principles Of Accounts (5 more questions), Malay (3 Karangans, for crying out loud!), Math, Geography (notes), Chemistry (Paper 3). It just gets worse. I should prolly wake up early the next day & start doing it. I feel overwhelmed as it is already. Secondary 5 for you! (:

| 8:30 PM |

Saturday, March 14, 2009

I went to Suntec with Mum today! (: It was so freakingly crowded! Suntec was filled to the maximum human capacity (exaggeration). It was crowded none the less. We were actually there cause of The Body Shop warehouse sale. We were actually lost, so we ended up buying chocolates at The Cocoa Tree sale. :D Bought accessories too! It was on sale, so I bought like truckloads of them! (: Only then, did we find our way to The Body Shop warehouse sale. It was on the 3rd floor of the building, West entrance. The place seemed small, but once you get closer, you see so many people crowding one area. It was like survival of the fittest, seriously! It's insane. Can't really blame them because the economy's so bad. Plus, the sale went for up to 70% off (what's not to like?). I got pushed, elbowed & stepped on half the time. Most of them kept pulling my bag away with them cause my bag's huge. Some girls' long hair got in my face & I went like, "OMGod, gross, gross, GROSS! Your hair is in my freakin' face!"

Everyone who heard it stared at me. It was hilarious, really. The owner just ignored me! I felt like pulling her hair out of her head! After like 30 minutes of pure 'fighting', grabbing, then throwing the stuff back, I finally got those that I wanted. After paying for the items, Mum wanted to go to the Burberry sale. Only problem was, she did not know where it was. We went to the floor above, only to find that it was the IT show thingy. Asked one of the security guy. Found Burberry sale, I went crazy. Quite literally.

I've been meaning to finish posting this post at 9 pm. However, being an unsuccessful multi-tasker, this post has only been done right about this time - NOW! :D

| 10:07 PM |

Friday, March 13, 2009

The whole morning was filled with talks & talks from many schools. The whole 4Exp/5NA had to go to NYP for some interview talks. You have no idea how many times we have been to NYP. We have been there for like a million times! Can you believe it? It's that bad. Not saying that NYP is crap or anything, it's just that that's the only Polytechnic we've been to since Secondary 1! Hah! The only thing that almost everyone looked forward to the whole day was Dining Etiquette (DE). This is the only chance (other than Prom) that we get to dress up. Came 12.30 pm, everyone started getting into the toilets. My plan was to change on the last level of the washroom. That went horribly wrong, cause most of the girls occupied the end washrooms. Oh well. I was so self- conscious after I changed cause well, I'm not used to wearing something nice to school. (:

Took pictures, not that many though. Oh well. What's done is done I guess. The March holidays are finally here. I am going to do all my homework in 2 days so that I get to enjoy or at least study some of my weaker subjects. I think I look like crap for the DE thingy. Honestly! I'll upload a few pictures for you too see. (: I guess this week was definitely better than the last. Though my parents & I are not really on talking terms. The DE was uber fun! The 4- course meal was exciting. Entree - Mushroom soup w/ Garlic Bread. Followed by Grilled Chicken (which I did not finish up, I dislike chicken!), then there is the Dessert - Coffee cake?
oh well. It was overall nice. After all that, I felt like vomiting out whatever I ate. Oh good God! I was full.

G was like, "You bulimic, ah?"

I was like, "Hell, NO!"

I want to go to K's birthday 'party' the next day, but Dad so did not allow me. Well, he hardly ever allows me to go out. I think I will be like the most protected person from the outside world in the world! I truly hope it made sense. (:

| 8:20 PM |

Thursday, March 12, 2009

OMGosh! The next day is Dining Etiquette (DE). Which means, I have to dress up, formally. This is so troublesome. I don't think I like dressing up in school. Oh man! Safe to say, I am freakin' out! Firstly, I do not know how to stuff the dress into my bag. Secondly, I do not know what accessories to use it with. Omgosh! Lastly, I do not know if I actually want to wear that particular dress. It is from Mango. I bought it like last year for some festivity, but I have yet to actually wear it. It is like a tube? I have absolutely no idea. Then there's the issue of no make-up. I won't be using any, well never used any in my life before. (:

Today's Celebrate Life seminar is interesting. I took all/ most of the pamphlets from the 5 polytechnics is Singapore. I have never taken as many pamphlets/ brochures in my life. Oh well, there is always the first for something. The talks I signed up for (not many choices, really) have been informative? God!, I sound so diplomatic, who am I kidding? Seriously, I think it as really open my eyes? Speakers from JCU, SP, NYP & loads more came to give talks. interesting, really.

Still deciding, still thinking, STILL panicking! (:

| 8:56 PM |

Sunday, March 08, 2009

I watched the Watchmen last night. I did not get it at all. I think it was pretty gruesome & too violent for my taste. It was kinda boring too, I guess. Oh well. I am tired. Famished too, but I just took dinner. Weird, huh? Well, I should prolly read its synopsis.

Good bye & Good night.

| 9:48 PM |

Friday, March 06, 2009

I did not run for Jog-a-thon this year! I was not allowed to run because of my flu & cough. SHUCKS! I had so much enthusiasm for like the whole week. I was actually excited for the run. Rare, but it happens. I wanted to run & get like the top 30 among the Upper Secondary girls. Obviously, it did not happen. We ran around AMK Park. I had fun watch Angus, Thongs & Perfect Snogging for the millionth time. Only this time, I watched it with Y! Then we watched Game Plan. It was uber, fantastically fun! :D

Oh, this is hard. Being in Secondary 5 is hard. Oh well. I don't know if I am able to do this. I feel like giving up halfway. This week has been hard, on me. Both mentally & physically. You should know, when I am stressed, I fall sick. Like really sick. It's just the way my body system works. Stressful, really. I dragged myself out of bed, with aches all over my body, pounding headache, runny nose & a throat that hurts like hell. Maybe running in the rain during Physical Exercise (PE) contributed to that too. Not really sure about that. I have been busy since the 1st proper school week of the year. I know it is going to get tougher. What I do not know is, if my body can take the stress & pressure that will be amounting come closer to the O' levels. Oh well. I failed 3 subjects & passed 3 subjects for Common Test (CT). I dropped Economics. The subject teacher told me I should concentrate on Math because apparently, both the Math paper 2 & Economics Paper 1 or 2 is slated on the same day. Too bad, I guess. So much for, "Going for it." I have not told anyone of my family members about my failure. It's just that I will be getting the silent treatment if they found out. Evidently, there are many things that I hide from my parents regarding school. I would rather just keep my mouth shut & suffer in silence as compared to be at the receiving end of the silent treatment. They say, "Actions speak louder than words." It is so true. I do feel like I need to escape all this every week by not coming to school, but that has never really happened. Fortunately, I do have a fantastic group of friends whom I know will never allow me to give up too easily. I have never received so much homework in my life before, you know? This is unbearable.

Firstly, I am pissed whenever someone thinks I have no problems in my life. I mean, COME ON!, everyone has problems at certain points of their lives. It may not be as bad as the second party, but it is STILL A PROBLEM. Secondly, everyone handles their problems differently. For me, I either keep it in & suffer in silence or tell someone (though my Dad's like against the latter one. Do not know why, but whateves, yeah). Thirdly, do not use personal problems an as excuse to your overall performance. I know it will affect you one way or another, but this is the final year. This whole, "I have problems at home" has got to end. Time to GET OVER IT. Lastly, try not to be a PMS-ing bum, yeah?
(p.s: to no one in particular)

I LOVE my parents to BITS! :D

| 9:07 PM |