Friday, May 01, 2009

I was so bummed today. When the whole Secondary 5 cohort went to the zoo, my English was forced to sit for the freakin' timed test. I mean just cause we made up our minds to not go to the zoo. I actually wanted to go to the zoo. Have not been there in a while. Oh well, too late to do anything really. Ms K finally told us our oral marks. About time too. It took her more than a month to give us our oral marks. She keeps on forgetting about us. Maybe she has too much on her mind. Oh well.

Anyways, it's finally Friday! Thank God for Labour Day! I am so sleepy, really. It is 12.33AM on a Friday morning. No school! I am so elated that there is no school. If only every week will be like this. I wanna lose weight. (: Quite seriously.



I cannot believe some of my friends are not taking O' levels seriously. Even after our teacher gave us a really harsh reality check, could they still not see the seriousness in this? You still have the guts to say that our teacher is demoralising us. Sorry to break it to you, but only you can make yourself feel demoralised. You already sat for N' levels, so what? Fuck, I have also sat for my N' levels too. Do you actually see me slacking away? They are all so good at not coming to school for days. To them, it is normal to not be in school for the whole week. A week does not go by without at least 2 days of absence. I am actually being effing patient in helping them get their worksheets & telling them about the assignments. I feel like I should be paid to do so. So what if you are my friend? Seriously, I do not give two shits about you unless you show me that you are actually keen on changing your attitude. At the rate that they are going, it will be an effing miracle if they actually make it to the course that they want.

Whenever anyone asks me what happened to any of them, I would go, "Well, it is either (a) fever, (b) stomach ache, (c) not feeling well, (d) body aching or (e) tired. Take your pick. Most prolly it's one of the given options."

The classmates would go, "Wah! (laughter)."


What more can I say? So, they are not feeling well. Dude, I do not give a shit. The best part, they can actually go out with their 'friends'. The only thing they are more worried about than school is; whether they got together with the right guy and/or whether he will get upset over trivial things. Seriously, go piss yourself. So, you completed your homework on time, do I care? Answer is, I still do not give a damn. Even they themselves feel that at this pace, they would not succeed. I am like, "What are you going to do, then?"

Can you imagine, I have to go through this every single week. Since the start of the year. Every single week. I have yet to blow my top at them. If I do, hell broke lose. (:

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