PMS-ing.

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Getting periods always make me edgy. Prior to getting my periods, my emotions run high. Absolutely high. I get too emotional. Too angry, too sad & too irritated easily. None of which are the least bit comforting. I get upset & cry over the littlest things. If I were to get shouted at by anyone (esp Dad), I would cry my heart out. I don't know why this happens. Whatever the case, Mum does not believe in PMS. She thinks I am forever in a state of angst. It is hard, really when you emotions jumble up all at once & you start being so pessimistic. The first few days of my periods are the worst, cause I feel like the whole world has turned against me. Even my loved ones. It's impossible to deal with. I cry, cry & cry til my tear ducts can't cry no more. I cry til I God knows when. Every little thing gets me upset. I feel like I am being isolated from my friends. Once the sadness goes away, anger kicks in. Not anger per se, more towards revenge. I think. Oh well, I will try live with it. Life is full of problems, but half the time, I pull together whatever strength left in me & smile. (:

Cause most of the time, smiling keeps you from crying.

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