Prelim 1.

Friday, July 31, 2009

IDK how well I did for my Prelim 1 because I did not exactly sit for 3/4 of the papers. What I sat for was; English, Social Studies, Science (Chemistry) & Math. Half of which I failed miserably badly. I passed English & Social Studies. Mediocre grades was all I got. I have been constantly doing my Ten- Year Series (TYS) for most of my subjects. I did the timetable like most of the teachers encouraged us to do. Now, all I need to do is follow it religiously. I am working hard to achieve my grade goal.

FYI, Mother Tongue O' level results coming out in the two weeks time. OH. MY. GAWD. Hyper-ventilating already. Seriously, no matter how well I think I did for my paper, I know there is obviously someone who does better than me. Not that I am afraid of losing out the majority of the student population, but not achieving my goal is what worries the shit out of me. I think I should leave the rest to God to decide. (: Cause I know I did my best. A week or two after the national holiday, I will be sitting for my English Oral. Scary shit, yes?

Emotional wreck this week. I do not really know why. Anyway, I feel absolutely better after talking & venting out on Y & UJ. It is as though a heavy burden has been lifted. Or simply evaporated. However, I do have a nagging feeling that it will be short-lived. As with most things. Even though I feel much discouraged by my Math results. Nevertheless, I will take this stupid Prelim 1 as a bloody huge stepping stone & work so much more harder for Prelim 2. Which, might I add is also coming. Either the 3rd week of August or the end of the month.

Let me get the grade that I want & need to get for Malay O's so that I will be able to do something worthwhile during my Malay lessons. (:

xoxo.

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