Pandemonium Week.

Thursday, August 20, 2009

I am going to sit for my MT paper - AGAIN. The reason, (1) I am not satisfied with the grade that I got. (2) I know I can do so much more better than whatever grade I got. I told Dad to sign the form. So, ladies & some gents? I am sitting for my MT O' level paper 1 & 2. FYI, you do not get to sit for paper 3 again. I do not really mind cause the stress from paper 3 is overwhelming. Let me just sit & start praying for a miracle to happen to me. I need to get better than what I got. It comes to a point (for me) where it's a need rather than a want. I hope to go to Junior College (JC), though I am having seconds thoughts because I am failing my Math & Sci (Chemistry/Physics). I am doing everything I can to ace both my weakest subjects. Well, almost everything. (;

Let me reflect on how this week went so far. I think it has been quite uneventful especially during the recent Wednesday. Some teacher who was in charge of discipline scolded & commanded me to buy a pair of school socks because I wasn't wearing them (the school socks, I mean). Weird, cause she scolded me in English to buy the damn socks, when I didn't exactly react immediately, she shouted in Malay (like I was so dumb, I couldn't understand English! Whatthehell!).

Chinese/Discipline teacher shouted, "SEKARANG!" It's Malay for, "NOW!"

Hilarious, I tell you. I was laughing my butt off when I was finally allowed to enter the parade square. I bought the pair of socks, just showed it to her & walked off. I got to the parade square without actually wearing the school socks for the whole day. Wasted my (how much IS the school socks?) money. Oh well, all for a cause. (:

I have set for so many tests that I now feel as if there is always a test everyday of the school week. The fact is, 4/5 of the school week, there's bound to be a test or a surprise test. Secondary 5 is hard, for me at least. I wonder how you clever people do it. I know it's all hard work & practice, practice. I just can't sit still & do revision for more than 2 hours at a time. I think it's because there is so many distractions in the room. Like my phone, or my iPod for example. I should just get rid of these distractors from the room or hide it till I forget where I hid it. (: That sounds like a marvellous idea for me, actually. I wonder, whether it will work.

Wish me luck (for so many things)!

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